Monday, June 20, 2016

Ehhh. Probably should listen to the SOS

#QuitNow! Since Jun 19, 2016:
0 days smoke free,
9 down,
$1.96 and 00:52 saved!

20160620 Monday 420p My Smoke Free Progress Android v1.1.3

Savings so far:  $1.88
Yearly savings:  $900
Hours smoke free: 18.19
Life regained (hours): 4.35
Cigarettes not smoked: 7.63
Cravings resisted: 0

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so this is how we roll....now

I have actually paid for this lovely app twice.  I was able to reload it just now with out payment.  Unfortunately all the records from my previous TWENTY-FIVE DAY QUIT ARE GONE.  Oh well - no matter.  That was that, and this is this/it/the grande finale!  WOOHOO!!!!  With every previous quit I learned a thing or few, and I'm done.  I let go of my last cigarette at 945pm last night, and NEVER, EVER have to worry with another damn cigarette for the rest of my life.  Praise God and Jason Vale.  =)

I'm happy, smiling, not a hermit crab - took the children to their dentist, ran errands, not eating us out of house and home.  Okay well people who are planning to never smoke again, shouldn't bake lemon cake and brownies THE. DAY. BE. FORE. Duh.  I seriously have been pretty reserved today, thank goodness.  I now know that there is imperceptible pain when nicotine leaves the body.  I honestly haven't even had a strong urge - no SOS for me yet - anyways.  Two tiny little naps though.  15 minutes each.  They really helped my super heavy eyelids.  I have been poisoning myself for over 31 years.  I think it's okay if I rest a little.  For the record - I am not depressed - I pity smokers now - they are going to lose their lives for an illusion.  :(  I am also not on the high end of a bi-polar attack.  I am just happy that I never, ever have to smoke a cigarette again.  I can if I want to - but ummm - no, thank you - I'm good.  I will not always feel this happy - and that's cool - because days are filled with up and down and in the middle moments, and I'm more than happy for that.

Now to figure out why I have daggone bubbles in the pool again.  Grrrr Mondays!  HAHAHHAHA

oh my goodness - almost forgot - last night as soon as I quit I told the children we should CELEBRATE!  "Brownies for everyone!", I said.  HA!  It was the most delicious celebration ever!