I smoked the final cigarette of my entire life! And two and a half hours later - I am still so excited!
I made the following note in my book, at the end, where I read "You are now a Happy Non-smoker";
I am not deprived! THAT is ludicrous! I am finally FREE! Free at last, free at last, Thank God Almighty I am free at last!!! I am living life now! I am a non-smoker! I am having FUN! YIPPEE! Bad days won't ever be as bad as they were and good days will be better than I can ever remember!
I love that I don't have to stop thinking about smoking or cigarettes. When I think of them - I KNOW I am not a smoker - I am free! I am so excited and elated and blessed to be free of the nicotine addiction. I am not an Ex-smoker that feels something is missing and/or tries to substitute for it. I am living life - pure and simple. I am a non-smoker. Thank you God and thank you Allen Carr.
As for timing - I have a feeling that on or around February 31st, 2013, I will experience my Moment of Revelation, and that will forever mark my Welcome Back anniversary. Corny, but hey - having fun IS corny sometimes. And I am all about fun now! =)
Thursday, February 28, 2013
I have smoked 5 more in about 20 hours time
I already wrote about that first one. I know i had one at 6am this morning and one now at 9am. And i had one before bed, say 830pm. The other two were somewhere in between the first and the last yesterday. I am reading Easyway by Allan Carr and am exited to be a complete non-smoker with no desire to ever smoke again very soon. I did want my quit date to be the 25th-- but I am seeing now that it will likely end up being the 30th or 31st of February, like I originally told Jaime years ago. Of course that date doesn't actually exist, so that was one of my idiotic ways of putting off 'giving up' smoking forever. Ha HA! But the date can exist, it just is actually March 1st or 2nd. Anyways...back to the book. =)
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