I wake up

And I start to freak out.  I am another day closer to quitting and I am having trouble envisioning my morning routine without smokes.  But I think I really need to work on this aspect of the quit.  I have always been the type of person that plans things out, from birthday parties to school night routines, I prepare myself in advance for how everything should flow and what possible things could go "wrong" and how I'll deal with those things.  I think I'll take some time today to create a page or two dedicated to NEW smokefree routines.  Perhaps it will release some of this anxiety I already feel, which seems completely odd to be feeling so strongly yet I am still smoking any and all cigarettes that I choose to smoke.  I really would like to start the herbal supplement because this already SUCKS!

For the record - I did listen to my subliminal mp3s last night.  I got further than I did the night before, but still fell asleep 2/3s of the way through....I think.  I'm not gonna lie, I do worry just a tiny bit that they are putting weird ideas in my head, but I'll just pray they don't turn me into a walking zombie and just help me quit smoking.  =)

Tracking

Where the heck are my packages any ways?  Need to track them down, because I really need to get them before the weekend!!!

I am already feeling a sense of apprehension, better quit smoking these cigarettes and get back into work!  And track my packages!  =)

New goal added to Get Rich or Die Smoking

This one is much more attainable!  At this point in my journey I think it'd be great to go once a month out to an "anniversary" dinner.  Sadly though, it will set us back a little on the BIG goal.  Of course this is all easy to plan while I sit in the car smoking three cigarettes in a row!  8-O

T minus 17 days

This is my first post to this blog which I just created.  I will be using it to journal my feelings and actions concerning quitting smoking and living my life as a nonsmoker.  There will appear to be older posts as I chronologically remember events in my life where smoking was involved.  Ehhh, maybe I said that wrong, because seriously, since the day I started, my entire life has revolved around a cigarette.  Anyways - cheers to you Victoria Lynn for "pruning" smokes out of your life forever!