Feeling sick to my stomach, like I'm either hungry or gonna puke. Fun. Took shower. Took nap. Ate a little bit. I think some subliminal plans are being made. Getting nervous about tonight and tomorrow. Both should be a breeze. Must stay vigilant!
I'm choosing to never smoke again PERIOD And I am happier for it. Not at this exact moment, but on the whole.
Since 28. January 2016: 2 days 12 hours smoke free, 25 cigarettes non-smoked, $6.27 saved and 0 product(s) achieved.
And I even moved $5 over to a savings account, for two days worth of quitting.
Having hundreds of passing thoughts of smoking, but easily dismissed. Thankful for no obsessing thoughts.
I honestly think the catalyst has been that I haven't given the 'little monster' even a smidgen of hope. Every thought I have is met with. No, that's stupid. I don't smoke.
It's truly freeing though. Because I can do anything I want to now. Amazing. Besides just field trips, I can jump on a plane. Rent a house. Go to an amusement park. Get a hotel room. I AM FREE. I AM FREE. I AM FLIPPING FREE!
I am so thankful for this. I must never get overconfident though. As long as I never consider smoking again, I will enjoy this beautiful freedom forever!
